So many questions.

I always have so many questions to ask about random things. Like why is my life the way it is? Why did God chose for me to have this life? Why did he want me to have everything that I have? I mean simple questions like that pop up in my head all of the time. What is going to happen in the near future? Am I going to be succesful at the things that I do? Will my dream to be a dental hygienist become a reality? How many children will I have after I get married? Will I get married? Will it be so someone who is good to me or will it be one of those stink marriages that only last for a couple months because of arguing? I'm not going to be poor... am I? So many unanswered questions that I want to know but I know that time can only tell. So until then I will just have to live everyday like it is my last day and all I can do is hope for the best and do everything that I possibly can to become everything that I want to be in life.  I know that God will be with me 100% of the way, I am always so worried about letting people down and dissapointing my mom or my grandparents, I want to make them proud. I always try to do whatever I can to make them proud of me, I could do so much better but as of right now I can only do so much. Throughout my life I know that things will get better and at times things will get worse. I know that I have friends and God with me throughout the whole way though.